i'm not...

getting into college.

i have already come to the conclusion that my grades aren't that great, my sat scores suck, i'm not in enough clubs in school...
i quit them all because they all meet on the same day.

i'm not that great of a musician, i'm not that great of a photographer. i'm not that great of a writer. i'm just not that great.

do i even count as a minority? can i get financial aid? i sure as hell won't get academic scholarships.

every school i 'like' ... every school i 'want' is too good for me.
average gpa, 3.5 i have a 3.4 ... maybe. average sat score on verbal and math, 1200. i have an 1100.

i'll always be teetering on the edge of good, and not good enough.

dear college,
why must you make it so hard for me?
sincerely,
devyn